mardi

never again

you sleep.
i lay awake,
for we both search

this serenity.

i fight
you push

i beg
you nudge

for we both search
for this serenity.

if it does not exist
then how can you search
in another's?
to find the same solution
to prove my own point a million times

shove it on my face
go on put my tears on display
there is a difference
between living life
and controlling who you humilate
but it will always be up to you to change
the error of your ways
and it will always
affect my outlook forever.

never again
unless you can change.