mardi

im glad i met you.

i'm glad i got to meet you before leaving
and if there shall be no more evenings
if it is so that no more of us shall last
then i guess we should be leaving

i'm glad i got to meet you before i died
and
i'm glad that
in my your heart
you are
what they shall find

now go fourth in winter nights
as snowfalls daydreaming
tell me what of your life
consists of me

as i say
the same things constantly

if there was a way to go
without saying goodbye
could we do it
if there was a way to return
to a better time
shall we try it?

big brother up and left one day
said to him, I'm glad I met you befored I died.
But oh, how i wished how you would stay
and if you can't maybe you could convince
another stay stay behind, as i wave goodbye
you know oneday it will be my day

shall i try it on
if there was anyway
to return to a better time
would you even know when a better time was?

so i up and left one day
you know, i've got much more to say
and the more things roll
the more they stay the same

big brother picked me up today
he took me to a place where
pain and suffering goes away
a place he promised for me oneday
oh, i wouldn't mind it to be today

but still, you who rejects me
insist that i cling to the earth
stubbornly, and selfishly.
perhaps there is hope in us again

sat by the phone today
waited for a message to come to me and say
all those words i've waited for here since may
but nothing rang, and nothing changed
just another day waiting

just another day walking
praying, and migrating
nothing rang, and nothing changed
for it is now up to you, and only you

big brother up and left today
not much explanation
but sometimes i feel the same
as though disintgrating
is the only way....

now i'm sad that i met you
if you had no intention to stay
rip a heart out with no idea how to replace it
let me know if you can
before we fade away.

as big brother will come by someday
with no explanation
to disintigrate.