the question is if, and it is a very strong if.
if the tides are not to high
if the obscure does not become to irrational
if the world around me reaches a level of tranquility
will i gain myself back?
if there is reality i know it
if there is betrayel i have met it
if there is deception, i've slept with it
but if there is to be hope in any of this
then what is floating around me
then push fourth and show me
just how to be brave.
